I feel like I'm always writing apology posts on why things have been lacking on the blog over the past few months. Wanted to add to those posts with this one and just give an update as to why things have slowed down.
The divorce was final a couple weeks ago. Since I was little, I have always been able to write out my feelings as opposed to being able to vocalize them. Not the case in this situation. I haven't wanted to talk about it and I have a major case of writer's block. And no real desire to write down everything I've been feeling while going through all of this. I wish I could, as I'm sure writing it down and getting it out would be a much needed outlet. Instead I have thrown myself into a new relationship, work, more promotional modeling, and (surprisingly) taking pictures. (Just got a vintage Minolta 35mm that I'm incredibly excited about learning to use.) I'm moving out of the city in a week and back to the suburbs so I can save up some money to move out of state soon. In a month I will be starting back at school. (After much thought, I've decided to change my major from PR to what I really love, which is art history.)
So I'm in the middle of packing up the apartment for yet another move this year. Everything is up in the air. But I'm really hoping to be able to keep the blog going and have time to keep it updated after the move is over. The blog in itself has been a great outlet and I'm thankful to all my readers and the people I've met over the past few years while writing it.
:) - - Courtney




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